The knot in my stomach
Clenches like a pig’s intestine:
“Digest that!”
Such nerves are to be expected,
Surely, at times like this?
Please, help me, help to ease
The pain.
Too late.
My time has come.
‘Hunger!’ he shouts,
Screams about it.
That burning love,
What could he mean?
An infection, perhaps,
Of the severely uncool
Rock and roll kind?
Or drugs?
Alcohol?
Of course, it must be metaphorical,
I say,
Love is not a literal being.
It embodies itself, through symbolism
Like in ‘Free’.
Woah,
Where’s your passion?
People want to believe in it,
So they invent it.
Surely?
She shouts from downstairs
But not to me.
No.
It’s a delivery for a Mr. I’m Married To You.
He sends a reply back;
First class, of course.
She opens it,
Reads it,
Cries.
Pours out her soul to the air around her
Until it turns blue.
Crude.
Rude.
He laughs at her desperation,
Her misery.
Oh, how he loves the speedy service of words.
Vicious words.
She’s at his feet again
Like he is the Almighty
Come down to Earth
To wreak havoc and pain.
Old Testament.
The Red mail box outside
The house is full again.
Time for Mr. Postman to deliver more abuse.
Stuck in traffic
traffic of the mind
thoughts can’t move
progress
stuck in time
a dull ache hinders progress
now it’s sharp
painfully there
i’m aware
sorely
of its presence
again it’s gone
like it was never there
a pretender
now i look outside the window
and breath in
stale yet fresh air
like life
vitality
in
and
out
in
and
out
now i can think
again.